I don't usually post emails or logs

But fuck it, this time I'm making an exception. As you probably guessed yesterday, I broke up with Bianca yesterday.

I'm not usually a horrible spiteful person, but I think in this case it's justified to post this stuff. Comment below if you disagree. I'd spent $3,000 on a plane ticket (and visa) which I don't think I can get back. Plus sending her a valentines day present which she let me send her even though she was seeing new guy.

So even though I said yesterday I didn't think it was right to post this stuff here, yea. I've thought about it and changed my mind. It's gonna help me feel better, and it'll explain to my darling readers why I've been so grumpy of late.

Reading this should pretty much tell you everything.
At least I'm glad, I'm not going to get lied too (look at the date on this) anymore. And I guess I wasn't blowing this out of proportion either.

So yea! I'm still pretty fucked off and grumpy. As anyone in my situation would be. I'm upset that she was cheating on me, but I'm really really shitty and pissed off that it took her a month to tell me. Even then I had to force it out of her.

BTW: Those links are old Journal entries that I did have set on hidden mode, but now all my thoughts and worries have turned out to be true I thought I'd make 'em public. Don't worry though loyal readers, I'm not going to turn into one of those confessional writers.

I went and cashed all my travellers cheques yesterday and went and brought myself some cool stuff. Some cool music, a Nine Inch Nails DvD, a Dilbert funny book and "The Worlds Best Emails, Vol 2". That plus all the kind words from all my friends really has made me feel a lot better, so thanks guys and girls. It's appreciated.


Beer On!

Tim